wherever the place before the beginning is. I just started to investigate my beliefs and really dedicate myself to finding something to truly believe in.

usually eeny meeny miney mo or rock paper scissors if someone else is around. UNLESS it's important then i unfortunately, have a tendency of making huuuge lists about all my options then weigh them, but in the end i always go with my instincts anyways...

I need someone to make their BEST attempt to convince me of Christianity. I have no answers to where life began, but I have plenty of questions. I want something to believe in, but I have the hardest time seeing Christianity as anything other than something people believe in because it's all they have ever known or because they are afraid not to  due to the fear of hell. I want to believe in something that will guide my life, but I also find it hard to believe Christianity is not just a story people like to believe in because they want to think there is more than this life and are scared to look into anything else. I know there has to be something much bigger than us to have something as complex and amazing as our universe and life and I am very confused as to where it all began and how very minimal our existence is compared to life itself and the entire universe. It's hard to explain, but I just want someone to tell me what made them a Christian and how I can find belief and hope. 

I don't, but if I HAVE to get up I'd like it to be on a summer day when I have nothing to do other than to enjoy the day and sunshine.

a balanced life is the answer to all of life's problems. period.

I am extremely proud of my accomplishments at this point in my life. I've done more in my 19 years than I think some people have done in an entire lifetime and I am very grateful to have been able to live my life without many restrictions. My character is something I am currently working hard on and am proud to say that I am making the effort to constantly improve myself. With a newly found faith there is a lot of evolution happening! I also am really making the effort to live a life of passion by serving the less fortunate whether it may be in sickness or poverty or any other type of disadvantage they may have.

I definitely do, but it is one of life's toughest challenges to learn how to make your own happiness. I have deep respect for those who can.

Heaven, no doubt. In my mind I've always viewed Heaven as my utopia. I will be everything I've ever desired to be when I make it to Heaven.

not really rebellious, but i just moved all the way across the country with one of my friends haha.

wow. i don't even know where to start i have soooo many people that i miss right now. i just moved to florida from ohio and left everyone i've ever known behind. i don't know anyone here except one of my best friends that i moved here with. i miss all of my friends so unbelievably much......i miss my mom & dad too of course. i always knew that my friends were a very important part of my life, but now i realize that they are my world. my life is completely different without them. friends are the most important thing in my life and now i realize this (a little too late).